When i was a child i felt that i am different from others.. I can do things they can't do.. even my look to the life is different.. Then i knew that this was the art & i can be an artist...
Then when i started to draw & paint i had a big wish that i can live a thousand years.. Or many ages & lives.. So i can spend every one life in some kind of art.. One in drawing.. One in designing.. & other in photography.. etc...
But the fact is that i only have one life.. one chance.. & i must give 110% to do all the ideas in my mind..
Now i am in 20's .. & What i did till now ??..
Nothing !!..
I ve spent many years in ugly war, then many years in ugly embargo, & finally an ugly occupation.. I really don't know whats next & i don't care because the result is the same: more dead people !!?..
No life, no art, the only thing you can have is death & nothing but death...
So all my artworks has became just a mean to burn out the huge art energy inside me.. If i let this energy increases it will burn me out.. i am really Sorry my artworks for this saying, & forgive me dear art for that.. But where have u been when they killed my relatives? When my Friends left me? & when i lost my love?
Finally my childhood wish has been changed.. I don't want to live a 1000 years any more.. I even don't want to live at all.. I wish that i can die, & immediately.. Thus i will be really free in the other life, there i will find the immortal & the ultimate Justice..
I am asking you all to pray for me & help me to make my wish be truth.. All the world all ready did by sending to me the most advanced killing machines, & the most highly trained killers in the world..
Thank you for your help
thank you for destroying our lives...
18/9/2006
i am sory for this words maybe i wasn't in a good mode..... forgive me all i dont ment any body but i really had a bad times.. sory again
6/10/2006
i am sure that words will never change any thing & i didnt ment 2 have others pitty on me or on us.... this is the fact & this is the life which i chosed i can leave the country like others but i decided 2 stay because they want us 2 leave... so shut the hell up my self & stand what u chosed... i must not bother others with my own problims.... they came for art & nothing but art so take it or leave it
sory again 2 all of u
& for my bad english
9/10/2006

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